My letter to GOD

Dear GOD,
Thank you for all that you have given me, and all that you have not. Your judgment and logic is supreme and so I am sure that you have decided the best for me.
I also know so that your power to forgive and give knows no limit. I am really sorry for hurting you, knowingly or unknowingly. Please give me faith, courage and guidance to do what you and I like.
I want to ask you for something. And I hope that if it is good for me then you won’t deny.
I want someone to love. Of course there are a lot of people, firstly you, for me to love. But what I ask for is a companion with whom I could share myself.
Someone who could be there to receive my care and caress. Someone for whom I could have emotions those are absurd alone. Someone I could admire, I could hold, I could hold on to. Someone I could wait for without a flinch, I could hear without getting restless, I could say my heart out to, I could keep watching without regret or fear. Someone with whom I could be, what I want to be and then again be what I am. Someone I could dream about and remember every detail of in the morning. Someone because of whom I’ll always wake up with a smile. For whom I could be possessive, for whom I could be secretive, for whom I could be protective. Someone who would give me the pride one gets when she sees me coming, smiles shyly, and tells her friends, “That’s him.”
Dear GOD, hope you don’t find me very demanding or unthankful. Hope that the one, from who all have hope, will not let me in despair. Hope that you will grant me love or make me fit to be loved by someone.
Thank you again for everything.

Yours actually,
Loner